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Leather Boots size 10
Another Leather Jacket (I love My other Michael Kors leather jacket) size L

Update again: Those of you buying Me apparel from whitehouseblackmarket,  I have a coupon that last til 12.26.1010
If you buy $125 of stuff get $25 off using code 9498.
Purchases of $200 or more get $50 of using code 9500

Truck needs new tires!  We’re looking at around $1500.  ya know how Princess loves Her pickup.  So step up and keep Me safe on the roads!  BUY MY TIRES! (if you decide you want to pay for them all by yourself.email Me for a payment link)

Updated the list a bit.  oliver gave another $500! hahaha! Now that’s the holiday spirit, faggot!

UPDATED SHOPPING LIST

Black skirt size 13
Stripe Bustier size 12
Jacket size 14
Evening pants 14 Long hairlip
Embroidered Leather Skirt size 12 $$$pig
Haute and Naughty Mascara fatmac
Jeans from Alloy
size 13 / 35″ inseam fatmac
Get this lipstick in UNLIMITEDfatmac and hairlip
Stacking Rings from Etsy (will mix n match these with the stacking rings hairlip already got ME) size 6.5 hairlip
Sweater Dress size L twinkie
My favorite HealthWise Shakes (get 3 packs of 6)

Buckle Top
Krash and Burn Top
Daytrip Top

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Facial Lasering Follow Up & Date.com

i’ve been begging and begging Princess to spare me from the laser on my face before it’s too late. But she wants it already done and overwith so i can’t even ask again. The first appointment has already been set though and i can’t get in any sooner than June 3rd. i’m sure i could be suckered so easily if She took me there Herself. But i feel so guilty since, like DDR pointed out, i will be the one actually driving myself there to do it. i am soooooo conflicted!!!!! i know how many terrible things Princess could do to me if i pissed Her off. But She can’t really force me to do it. And She isnt even enticing me with promises of any irresistable rewards. i will still be all alone at the end of the day–only with even less chance of ever getting back to an even half-way normal life.

And speaking of normal, i’m still paying the penalty for once trying to find real women to date on www.date.com, which is where i first used this name “David1962Dayton” and actually did date a couple women i met on there. But now i have humiliating pics and an embarrassing profile on there which does get responses of laughter and ridicule from time to time. They rejected pics in full drag, but i have 3 with just makeup and no wig and one with my mustache and bikini lines over my shoulders and a glossy substance on my face (which i’m sure they would have rejected if they knew what it was).

glazed

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More Permanent Feminization

I’ve been planning on trying to find a new job and change careers in another year or two, but now I am worried that no one would hire me.  Princess keeps telling me I can’t be fired for being faggy looking.  She has forbidden me from buying any new male clothes at all”previously She at least let me get male dress shirts and jackets for when I have to dress professionally.  Even DDR admitted that anyone who interviewed me for a new job now would immediately notice my feminized eyebrows.  So it will be even worse now that Princess said I pissed Her off by trying to get Her attention and bugging Her too much while She was busy shopping, and now She says I have to get my eyebrows tattooed like permanent makeup!  Maybe even eyeliner and lips too!  With that on top of getting my face permanently lasered and a hairless body and long fingernails, I’ll never be able to turn back. 

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New Entry

dear PRINCESS, i deeply appreciate YOU telling me to send YOU this email, designed to keep me both prayerful and highly focused upon just YOU and no one else. – it is such a joy to post to YOU. – what YOU have accomplished with me in the last two days of extremely concentrated retooling my entire mindset has left me feeling that i am already YOUR perfect slave in every way who will never-ever again be any problem for YOU.  –  but, i must be realistic and remember YOUR much higher standards of expectancy than i am capable of achieving without YOU to guide me. – YOU have done so much to make me a better person, which must be a frustrating on-going process for YOU, quite disappointing much of the time. –  but, i pray YOU will not give up on me. – i regret taking up so much of YOUR time. – by now, it was my dream that YOU would have me whipped into shape such that i respond to your slightest thought. – unfortunately, the basic material YOU are left to work with in this old and decrepit cadaver is most non-ideal and highly flawed. – although i was a total failure, by YOUR Perfect Standards, in every single thing i ever attempted to accomplish before i SUBSCRIBED to YOUR Perfect Web site, i did well enough in my old environment to get by, pay all my bills on time and stay out of trouble. – but in YOUR Highly Sophisticated and Ultimately Advanced Culture, made up of Vastly Superior FEMALES to anyone i have ever witnessed or been associated, plus me just not being the quality of individual, in any sense of the word, to be included in YOUR Perfect Environment, i must accept what YOU have granted me and be eternally thankful to work for YOU at a distance, precisely as YOU prescribe and restrict me. – were it not for YOUR enormous patience and compassion, plus all YOUR Superior Training Expertise, i’d be languishing out there somewhere in wasteland with the other unfortunate peons. –  being relegated to the muddy bottom of YOUR Marvelous Food Chain, banished and forbidden from ever entering YOUR Realm of the Elite, where only YOU, Your Ultra-Superior RELATIVES and Superior FEMALE Friends, plus YOUR select male slaves with whom YOU work closely while producing so many of YOUR Unparalleled videos, still piggy slaves but possessing all the high-level qualities YOU demand of those trusted to be in YOUR environment, i must remember that even the role of insect drones is essential to The One-And-Only QUEEN who is the Vital and Essential Element to the success of an entire Colony. –  even to be considered as a possible prospect to become one of YOUR insect drones is, by far, the highest honor i have ever received or ever expect to achieve.  –  i’d like to spend the remainder of my life, blindly working endlessly for YOU, doing just what YOU want and nothing else, never causing even the slightest problem, for QUEEN PRINCESS needs none of that. – if i ever do become a true drone, solely for PRINCESS, every cell of my mind and body will respond automatically to my task of total support of PRINCESS GOD until, one day, my work is done. – what better life could i possibly imagine? – i cannot. —  AWOMEN.

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Springtime!

Spring time is here and i am finally getting started on my weight-loss program.  DDR is having me email my weight at the beginning of each week (as well as periodic pics to show the progress of my fingernails now that she has me buffing them and oiling them regulary) with any subsequent punishments to be determined by Princess Sierra.  Up to now, even though I would never dream of running around shirtless ever again, I could at least feel comfortable in loose t-shirts on top of super-tight under armour to hold in my bouncy boobs and often erect nipples.  I’ve tried to distract from my feminine eyebrows (and perhaps look smarter) by always wearing glasses, and always having a little 5 o’clock shadow on my face.  By being a larger sized guy with buzzed thinning hair and all the above, I’ve felt at least partially comfortable that I could still keep my sissification somewhat secret in my regular public life.

But today, Princess made me call for an appointment to finally start getting the laser hair-removal done on my faced as well!  It has always been my dream that someday I could be like a wise old-man with a gray beard, and who knows”-maybe even find another woman to spend my final days with?  But there will be no female flavor to savor for the rest of my life . . . bye bye mustache forEVER!!!  And even though I’ve been keeping my arms epilated all winter when I could wear long sleeves, I had been hoping to stop before short-sleeve season begins, but Princess said, “NO!”  I have to epilate legs, arms, and underarms year-round!  It keeps the hair away for a few weeks at a time, but eventually there will be some stubble for a few days before it gets long enough to re-epilate and now I won’t be able to hide it!  Add to that the fact that I can no longer wear male pants and that Princess said my next pair of glasses have to be with female frames, I don’t know how I am going to be able to have an ounce of confidence left to look anyone in the eye and carry on a conversation at all like I have always done.

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Frenum Piercing for Chastity

i went tonight to get a frenum piercing for a new chastity device that is on order. The girl who was going to do it was built like one of those Hindu goddesses–she was very tall with small waist in proportion to her oversized hips and breasts. So i was really nervous about her poking a hole in my shrivelled up penis. A girl like her would have thought i was gay for sure. But they didn’t have the right hardware at that store for an 8 guage piercing, which is what was reccommended by Ms. Lori who sold me this device: http://www.chastitytube.com/CV1506.jpg It has not arrived yet, but i will need some time for my new piercing to heal up before i can wear it fulltime. Anyway, i’ll be going back tomorrow around noon because they had the right hardware at another nearby shop, and then it will either be the same girl or another guy who wasn’t there tonight who will be doing the piercing. i don’t think it will be too painful, but i’m sure it will be uncomfortable for a while. i’ve seen piercings done before so i know it wont take long, but this will be my very first one anywhere. So i’ll post a follow up tomorrow.

Also, DDR sent me out to a local Sally’s Beauty Supply store to get some items to buff and strengthen my fingernails so they will look more feminine and grow without breaking so easily. So i’ll be treating them on a regular basis from now on.

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Too Much

More fixation on HER Beauty last night. And more lying in bed just helpless as all of HER sound bites echo in my head and seeing HER image that is burned into my brain.

Started more fixation this morning but i had to stop almost immediately. It just became too much for me to withstand. i think i need to take some time off from fixation. Not give up. But just some time to regroup.

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