PRINCESS has just recently made me make another crazy whacked out video. People write in to HER journal and tell HER how nuts i am. They make fun of my little penis saying that it must be very cold in my room because my wiener is only 1 inch long and my balls are very small too. SHE also had me send HER $200 for that abuse SHE totally humiliates me for the whole world to see and what do i do. NOTHING! i get on line and look at HER new pictures and then the ones with HER 2 friends, Stevie and HER trainer. It makes me totally weak and dizzy with love and submission for all of them. i will do anything to please them. They are 3 gorgeous and totally superior successful women whom i will do anything for. All i want is some attention from them. i hope to amuse them a little and get them to like me for being a sissy boy. i know i could never please them as a real man so i have to do it as their play toy. Has anyone ever seen 3 such GODDESSES at one time. Each one so smart and beautiful and athletic. Princess is so superior! i get dizzy and fall to my knees just at the thought of being able to talk to them. What an honor to serve such QUEENS of sissy men like me. i can not wait to humiliate myself more for them so hopefully they will keep talking to me and letting me serve them.

i got lucky this weekend and was able to talk to PRINCESS SIERRA’S new friends. i am not sure if that is lucky or a quicker trip to my demise. As you can see Stevie is incredibly hot. Not to mention smart and rich. Her other friend (a great poet and smart too i do not know if i can say her name). Those are the kind of woman that make me my weakest. i am putty in their hands i will be totally wrapped around their fingers with them taking my money and continuously humiliating me. They are all so incredibly superior to me making me feel like such a loser. i have not been able to sleep all weekend since talking to them on friday. They were all out having fun at the bar and i was going home alone as usual. Although i did at least go out a little that night. Of course they laughed at me and told me i always go home alone. They also told me how they have a ridiculous picture of me on all of their cell phones. i begged them to erase it but they refused. i talked to PRINCESS about them today and PRINCESS told me how i have to make videos for them and take pictures of myself being humiliated for them. i tried to fight but secretly am excited to do so. They will all being laughing at me more very soon. It made me feel so shameful after talking to PRINCESS that i asked HER if i should go stick my head in my pee filled toilet. PRINCESS quickly agreed and made me crawl in the bathroom and do just that. i also had to blow bubbles and then repeat the saying “i love Stevie” over and over. This is going to be a long year. Those women are so hot and smart though i just have to serve them and so should every other submissive male out there. i guess i am lucky even if my end comes quicker. It least it will be worth it because i will have served the GREATEST GODDESS’S in the universe.

i am such loser i wish i could be like stocking top slave. He has given so much money lately i do not know how he does it. It is about $10,000 over the last couple weeks. He is so lucky i wish i could give PRINCESS that much money. That is at least 20% of my gross pay for a year. If i had the kind of money stocking top slave has PRINCESS would be really really rich. SHE could take so much from me and i would love every minute of it. i have to figure out a way to make more money but i have no talents, PRINCESS tells me that all the time. SHE is also mad at me for not posting for the last couple of weeks but i told HER that every one is sick of fagarina. AM i right on this? i did like the poem HER friend wrote it was very good and i think that i need to study it more so it sinks in my mushy brain.

i missed PRINCESS so much that was a very long vacation. i was so sad and lonely i did not know what to do with myself the whole time, i was almost crying on a couple of nights i missed HER so much. i hope SHE does not take to many more of those. i had nothing to do the whole time. PRINCESS messaged me a couple times and i tried to respond back but SHE never got the messages i sent. It was very disappointing. Even my computer was upset while SHE was gone. It crashed too. i could not get it to work i had to erase everything and start all over. My computer was heart broken just like me. PRINCESS please do not leave for such a long time again. However when PRINCESS got home SHE quickly took $300 dollars from me. What a pleasure it was for me to have HER steal my money again. SHE has me trained so well i love when SHE takes my money. It is new years again and i promise to continue to try and be a better slave. i will continue to humiliate myself for PRINCESS. i will continue to send HER money from my paycheck and continue to buy HER more things. Not that i have a choice anyways. i will also make more videos and take more pictures for PRINCESS. i will strive to be HER number one sissy boy and be a better slave. i will try to stop denying with PRINCESS that i am easy, i need to be more easy with HER. To do everything SHE tells me to. To admit that i am HER wimp and wrapped around HER pinkie.