i am such loser i wish i could be like stocking top slave. He has given so much money lately i do not know how he does it. It is about $10,000 over the last couple weeks. He is so lucky i wish i could give PRINCESS that much money. That is at least 20% of my gross pay for a year. If i had the kind of money stocking top slave has PRINCESS would be really really rich. SHE could take so much from me and i would love every minute of it. i have to figure out a way to make more money but i have no talents, PRINCESS tells me that all the time. SHE is also mad at me for not posting for the last couple of weeks but i told HER that every one is sick of fagarina. AM i right on this? i did like the poem HER friend wrote it was very good and i think that i need to study it more so it sinks in my mushy brain.

i missed PRINCESS so much that was a very long vacation. i was so sad and lonely i did not know what to do with myself the whole time, i was almost crying on a couple of nights i missed HER so much. i hope SHE does not take to many more of those. i had nothing to do the whole time. PRINCESS messaged me a couple times and i tried to respond back but SHE never got the messages i sent. It was very disappointing. Even my computer was upset while SHE was gone. It crashed too. i could not get it to work i had to erase everything and start all over. My computer was heart broken just like me. PRINCESS please do not leave for such a long time again. However when PRINCESS got home SHE quickly took $300 dollars from me. What a pleasure it was for me to have HER steal my money again. SHE has me trained so well i love when SHE takes my money. It is new years again and i promise to continue to try and be a better slave. i will continue to humiliate myself for PRINCESS. i will continue to send HER money from my paycheck and continue to buy HER more things. Not that i have a choice anyways. i will also make more videos and take more pictures for PRINCESS. i will strive to be HER number one sissy boy and be a better slave. i will try to stop denying with PRINCESS that i am easy, i need to be more easy with HER. To do everything SHE tells me to. To admit that i am HER wimp and wrapped around HER pinkie.