i was home all alone friday night PRINCESS would not let me go out. i was hoping i could at least talk to HER on the phone friday since i knew i was staying home. i called PRINCESS many times during the day hoping to get a hold of HER. SHE was either busy or ignoring my calls, i hate when that happens because it makes me feel that PRINCESS does not like me at all. i know i am HER sissy boy to be used as SHE pleases but it really makes me sad when SHE ignores me. i live for PRINCESS’S attention. Plus i have said this before, lately i am HER phone cuckold. SHE talks to me when there is no one else calling or SHE is not busy. i have to continue to try harder to please HER and continuously obey HER without questions in order to get in better standing with GODDESS. i finally got through to PRINCESS around 7:00 p.m. SHE was eating dinner with a friend. Being so happy to finally talke to PRINCESS i wanted to quickly impress HER. i bragged that i was home like SHE told me to be and that i called Lowe’s and tried to increase my credit limit. i was excited to tell HER that they raised it to $3000. PRINCESS laughed and was happy and quickly told HER friend what i did. They both laughed, and said “good”. PRINCESS probably was laughing at what a fool i was, but SHE new i was trying to please HER, saying it was about time i did something good. Keeping my status as phone cuckold i was not able to talk long though. PRINCESS said i could text message HER during dinner until 9:30 when they went to the movies. They were eating lobster and drinking and did not want me bothering them. PRINCESS had me stand in the corner naked for a couple hours while they enjoyed the night. i could only look at pictures of PRINCESS that i have printed and text HER while they ate. It was lonely not being able to talk to PRINCESS, but at least i pleased HER a little. It is normal that PRINCESS gets to enjoy the night while i sit home alone like a wimp and do not spend any money so i will have more for PRINCESS.

 am more ruined then ever. Last week i sent PRINCESS $200 cash and SHE bought a new printer with my Best Buy card on line. SHE bought it while i was talking to HER on the phone. i was begging HER not to do it but SHE just laughed at me and said what are you going to do about it. Of course i said nothing. After SHE ordered it using my credit card SHE made me thank HER for doing so along with thanking HER for taking my $200. i am already about $15000-$20000 in debt. SHE thinks that is not enough. PRINCESS also wants to remodel a couple of different rooms. So this week i had to update my Lowes card and apply for a new Home Depot card that i had cancelled a year or so ago. Since it is summer time i was also tricked by PRINCESS into sending HER a bunch of juicy steaks for bar-b-queing. i put that into the mail today. PRINCESS has me so weak and wanting of HER attention that SHE is making me do all kinds of things to be in HER good graces. It is not really working either every time i call PRINCESS SHE tells me to call back because SHE is busy with someone or something. i not only never get to be with HER but i am hardly able to talk to HER. i feel like a phone cuckold i am the lowest, sissiest, easiest, weakest slave of all. SHE has me totally wrapped around HER pinkie. i will do anything to please HER. i will continue to obey HER demands in order to please HER. When i gave HER my Lowes credit card number on the phone i had to strip naked put it in my mouth like a little puppy, call HER on the phone and wimper then give HER the number. i begged and cried to PRINCESS to not make me get the HOME DEPOT card and to not spend too much money on the remodel but it will all be to no avail. SHE just laughed at me and told me i loved it and that my little winkie was getting hard at just the thought of HER spending all my money. (of course SHE is right but i tried to deny it). SHE also told me that i should stop begging and trying to stop HER, because SHE had never listened to any of my wishes, so what would make me think that SHE would listen now. How very true that is. SHE eventually had me begging HER to take my use my card and admit what a wimp i am obeying HER every command as i quickly promised to apply for the new card at Home Depot. i am also very afraid of talking to SIERRA’S STEVIE because i have been reading all of HER journal entries and they are brilliant just like RPINCESSES. i know that if i speak to HER i will quickly be under HER spell and that will put me in further debt as PRINCESS continues to remodel my life in many different ways.

It is friday night and i am home alone again. PRINCESS and SIERRA’S STEVIE are out. i am crawling around the house naked and whining like a lonely little puppy. The GREAT ONES are out enjoying life while us little sissy puppies wait for their return so they can abuse us. SIERRA’S STEVIE has totally “bitch slapped” me. i have been reading HER journals and SHE is brilliant it is like i am reading someone almost equal to PRINCESS’S greatness. i can see why they are a couple. They will soon both be humiliating this wimpy puppy. i long for the day to perform for them on cam. As i crawl around naked i can’t help but see how really tiny my pee-pee is making me feel even weaker. Again i am dizzy with desire for attention from both, so weak i hardly know what i am writing. i just want to be their puppy on a leash. Woof Woof.

i got drunk the other night and made the mistake of trying to tell PRINCESS that i was a man. Not only was SHE mad at me for getting drunk without HER permission SHE did not like the way i was talking, very rude and not submissive enough. Sometimes when i get drunk i forget my place. PRINCESS is always there to put me back. When most men get drunk they go home and get laid by their wife or girlfriend, me being the wimp that i am and not able to get any girls i call my dominatrix. PRINCESS has been punishing me ever since. First SHE took $200 on HER own and then the next day i had to send another $200. i have been apoligizing for 3 days. HER new picture of HER looking in the mirror all sexy and powerful has also got me very weak i want to be humiliated more, send more money and worship HER more. i had to promise to dress up like a dog this week and get on cam. Barking, fetching and playing all kinds of humiliating games. i also had to repeat over and over to PRINCESS that i am not a man. That i am a sissy, stupid, small dicked, loser who is good for nothing, that i am owned by HER. That i worship HER and will do anything SHE tells me to do. i had to promise to go more into debt for HER and promise to humiliate myself more. i have learned again where i stand even though i never totally forgot i will never disrespect my MASTER again. i bet i even have to be a sissy dog. Roof Roof.

What PRINCESS is doing to the priest is incredible her POWER is endless. he is putty in HER hands like the rest of us. i hope god forgives him and me. SHE is the best there is. HER and STEVIE are perfection i will do what ever they want. i just watched HER video for the priest over 20 times. i am so weak i can not stand right now. i only want to serve my GODDESS. i just sent HER $200 and wish i could send more. i am craving HER attention. i will also be sending gifts to PRINCESS this week. Did everyone see HER total beauty in those videos i wish SHE would make more. i have to confess i wore my chasity piece for over 10 days so i would stay under control and not look at PRINCESS’S site while SHE was on vacation. But now that i took it off i am weaker then ever SHE has total power over me. SHE consumes my every thought.

PRINCESS has just recently made me make another crazy whacked out video. People write in to HER journal and tell HER how nuts i am. They make fun of my little penis saying that it must be very cold in my room because my wiener is only 1 inch long and my balls are very small too. SHE also had me send HER $200 for that abuse SHE totally humiliates me for the whole world to see and what do i do. NOTHING! i get on line and look at HER new pictures and then the ones with HER 2 friends, Stevie and HER trainer. It makes me totally weak and dizzy with love and submission for all of them. i will do anything to please them. They are 3 gorgeous and totally superior successful women whom i will do anything for. All i want is some attention from them. i hope to amuse them a little and get them to like me for being a sissy boy. i know i could never please them as a real man so i have to do it as their play toy. Has anyone ever seen 3 such GODDESSES at one time. Each one so smart and beautiful and athletic. Princess is so superior! i get dizzy and fall to my knees just at the thought of being able to talk to them. What an honor to serve such QUEENS of sissy men like me. i can not wait to humiliate myself more for them so hopefully they will keep talking to me and letting me serve them.

i got lucky this weekend and was able to talk to PRINCESS SIERRA’S new friends. i am not sure if that is lucky or a quicker trip to my demise. As you can see Stevie is incredibly hot. Not to mention smart and rich. Her other friend (a great poet and smart too i do not know if i can say her name). Those are the kind of woman that make me my weakest. i am putty in their hands i will be totally wrapped around their fingers with them taking my money and continuously humiliating me. They are all so incredibly superior to me making me feel like such a loser. i have not been able to sleep all weekend since talking to them on friday. They were all out having fun at the bar and i was going home alone as usual. Although i did at least go out a little that night. Of course they laughed at me and told me i always go home alone. They also told me how they have a ridiculous picture of me on all of their cell phones. i begged them to erase it but they refused. i talked to PRINCESS about them today and PRINCESS told me how i have to make videos for them and take pictures of myself being humiliated for them. i tried to fight but secretly am excited to do so. They will all being laughing at me more very soon. It made me feel so shameful after talking to PRINCESS that i asked HER if i should go stick my head in my pee filled toilet. PRINCESS quickly agreed and made me crawl in the bathroom and do just that. i also had to blow bubbles and then repeat the saying “i love Stevie” over and over. This is going to be a long year. Those women are so hot and smart though i just have to serve them and so should every other submissive male out there. i guess i am lucky even if my end comes quicker. It least it will be worth it because i will have served the GREATEST GODDESS’S in the universe.