i am so excited PRINCESS just let me buy a new computer. That was very nice of HER. My best buy card is only for HER use. Now i can get back to doing videos and humiliating myself for HER and HER friends. It is the only way i can be useful to THEM, i have to entertain them, give THEM money or buy them gifts. THEY are real women so beautiful and strong who make me feel like the weak sissy boy that i am. i will do whatever they ask PRINCESS SIERRA and her friends rule me. i am sitting here now dressed as rainbow brite so i can perform for them on cam. i am much more natural in my sissy clothes then in real clothes i should be dressed like this when i am home at all times. Whenever i talk to PRINCESS i am reminded of my inferiority to HER. i am not a man just a mere toy for HER to do as SHE pleases. SHE told me real men have 8 inch dicks not 3 inch ones like mine. i have to agree as i sit here and peer down at my little 2 inch soft wiener (3 when hard) in my rainbow brite outfit. HER friends will all laugh at how pathetic i am when they see me like this. However PRINCESS’S girlfriend told me not to feel to bad about my little dick because to a lesbian a 3 inch dick is better then an 8 inch dick. That made me feel good. i am nothing when i talk to THEM all HER FRIENDS are so superior to me. i would quiver with fear if i had to be a real man around them, i am not capable of that. The thought of me being equal to a beautiful female is not possible for me to comprehend. Then i see the latest pictures of PRINCESS SIERRA on her journal and i feel even more weak and inferior. i want PRINCESS to humiliate me more and more when i see those pictures. i need HER to abuse me and laugh at me. i have to stop looking at HER pictures, but the reality is i can not get enough pictures of HER. i will obey my GODDESS forever SHE is my best friend but SHE is also my RULER and MASTER.